Earth Angel Insight Day 13-Expression

ImageThe amazing world of connections…the amazing people that come into my life every day…. living in Maui…people I have been around for years and some I have just met.. the (in) common awesomeness of connecting to so many people… as there are so many different forms of expressions…that I am in AWE

When I started this blog I never really spoke about my everyday life…which has changed drastically in the last month or so…moving out of the dental world…into the blogging world…and into the vastness of connections …with so much to explore…I am excited everyday..just to BE home…and having the opportunity (for now at least)… to explore so many different ways of expressing…there is such a diverse populous … that I could spend the rest of my days simply connecting heart to heart with those who are already in my life…and those who are coming into my life….you see I came to spend my days seeing who you are…and I am  amazed by all of you!… family …friends…people I know well….and people I am just meeting…

There are so many ways to connect with the heart…when we trust our own unique expressions..and connect with simple words…..singing…..dancing…..ceremony..work…rituals…smiles… hugs… simply BEING…all of our life unfolds into this cosmic soup of expressions

I say yes to all of the forms of expressions in the days of depression…fear…power…struggles and anger…which helps to unlock the doors and keys to all of life’s big cosmos…happiness…joy…serenity…all part of self expression…as all life is a miracle and miraculous (in) foldment of this tapestry of so many vibrational energies coming together..to be free… fully self expressed…as we start to recognize ..that we have ALWAYS been enough…we are accepting of self and others as if there is no separation.. Universal Consciousness kicks in as this vortex of awareness saying..  no matter if you are like me…have my beliefs…are religious or not….skinny or fat…white ..green….or red …weather you sing the same songs….dance to the same music ..speak the same language…are mad or happy…sick or healthy…right or wrong…good or bad…none of that matters…we are all expressing that which is matching for us…creation has no judgement..it just IS…so thank you for all being you..as I certainly will continue to BE me… Mahalo  Heart to Heart Robyn

 

Earth Angel Insight-Day 12-Ease

IMG_1521 Notice I did not say easy..ease is a whole different world… it might not seem easy to work 13 hours or take care of a sick parent or child…yet being in the intention of ease…means that all of life unfolds with ease no matter what is going on externally…

At this moment…I am laughing inside…I spent 11 hours at earth day yesterday..helping a friend… some conversations were not easy and setting up and taking down of all the equipment… could have been tiring for most..yet in BEING EASE… even though my day ended at home 13 hours later with at least 20 conversations..answering questions..assisting others… I was still coming from ease…listening to a friend until well into the night…I chuckled as all the energy of my day was not dependent on the chaos of the day… So I say Thank you… Source (God) for limitless… ageless… timeless.. vibration…

Heart to Heart Robyn

Earth Angel Insight Day 11- Detached Uncertainty

IMG_1231Detached Uncertainty…yikes…now I will go even deeper into this New Earth energy…uncertainty with detachment…both words
separate or together can have multiple meanings..yet for us to really experience this place of all possibilities…both seem to come together hand in hand…expressing themselves through feeling the experience…my friend asked me today…how can you explain it to others…

At first telling him its an experience… I really do not know… yet I went on to explain to him… the past is an illusion..and there is no Karma..we do not have to WORK at ANYTHING..when we simply just come from nothing…

As I looked at his face…I realized he was baffled by what I was saying..you see most of us (including me) have wanted to hang on to past beliefs..stories…Coming from nothing?… what the heck is that? … explaining to him when we have no attachments to our past… and stay out of the future ..we can create…in this moment…

I told him by going into our past (our surest form of neurosis), creating the same thing over and over again..and expecting there would be a different result…is quite a dilemma… if awareness of this preponderance has eluded us…we get really tired

Hence the shift…as I seem to be shifting to this level of complete awareness..where my words are like air balloons..watching them float..and I catch myself almost immediately when I am speaking from my PAST (neurosis), or future (psychosis)…

Is my awareness simply an illusion as well?…and the answer that comes is… it is an illusion if you make it about you… as “oneness” is home for all of us… we are ALL equal… and ego simply drifts away…leaving us with perfection..that eludes no one..as if we are seeing through the eyes of pure spirit..we create the miraculous…realizing that all of life is a miracle..

Then what is detached uncertainty?…both of these words can trigger an emotional response if we are coming from ego (separate)..as wanting things to be the way that they have always been (past)..or wanting things to be different (future).. we can create a hamster like effect running around on a wheel..yet never really going anywhere…

So how CAN we shift?…it really is simple..we step into all possibilities when we become aware…the intention of paying attention.. to only this moment… with no past and no future defining us…BEING detached uncertainty.. coming from NOTHING… where all life IS…unlimited possibilities…..where intention meets the miraculous..where all of life is possible…we simply say YES..as each and every one of us is amazing..

Heart to Heart Robyn IMG_1522

Earth Angel Insight Day 9-Gratitude

IMG_1128After a miraculous day…feeling the abundance of an amazing sunset last night..friendship…the love of a child…dancing..
singing…connections from all over the world…laughing with my husband..sharing and receiving….I feel as if everything
is in very high vibration…which is in sharp contrast to parts of the history that I created…

So today is about gratitude…gratitude for everything…as many of my life experiences may have been labeled as ‘Bad” in my life…
I always have managed to look at all those experiences and say…do I have gratitude?…and EVERY single time,… something flashes back at me and says yes..you created that experience… so of course I have gratitude…one of the more recent biggies is when my husband and I had invested most of our retirement money in the 3rd largest Ponzi Scheme in the country…and poof it was all gone…I am honest… at first it hit me like a brick in the forehead..yet I learned so much about letting go and having nothing own me..or me owning it…I actually became free…

Losing a child even when that child has not been born yet…was my other biggie…I went into darkness when I first had that experience..only to emerge with so much compassion for others and much more light…

Lastly I had a couple really big breakdowns…in my 30 something to 40 something …seeing all the darkness of these experiences… I realized all of these moments were the lies and illusions of forgetting who I was…even the other two biggies I mentioned earlier… all illusions…

I have emerged over a process of this lifetime to remember the ageless…timeless…eternal being that we all are…having no Karma…or past that hangs on … I have gratitude for everything…and as I speak these words I feel this inside me… I give thanks to all that is coming… and all that has been… Heart to Heart Robyn

Earth Angel Insight Day 8-Abundance

IMG_0846 So here we are coming into our own… with this big influx of light… into our universal consciousness..integrating what we are experiencing…after my blog yesterday on trusting to communicate my experience…also realizing thatnumber 7 is all about trust and openness…I said “so what is day 8 bringing”…and the word that came up was abundance..as 8 not only symbolizes infinity…it symbolizes abundance..

After clearing up any breakdown of trust I may have had …I focused on easy effortless abundance…which
has found its doors opening to me as I open to it…after 34 years of going into traditional work as a dental hygienist ..this week Thursday will be my last full time week of work…and I am overjoyed …I feel an abundance of energy surge through me as I contemplate the many possibility’s…

You see abundance to me comes in so many forms…there is abundance of money of course… which I am open to receiving…and it sure helps to have something so easy to exchange…yet I want to explore the abundance of living in universal consciousness…and to be honest…I think this is just the beginning…as we tap into the hearts of each other..and connect…the doors seem to fly open…I have already met so many awesome people in the last 28 days as a blogger..that I feel we are already making a difference…as this abundant world is all around us.. and is welcoming us… beyond any kind of boundaries…religions…looks…age…sex…beliefs…we are connecting heart to heart… as so much of the history of fear is DROPPING away like a past that will no longer be needed…courage to communicate…feeling free to share…saying I love you to someone when they share from their heart… its all inside us …waiting for us to open to infinity…starting with love of self…

I am excited for the knowing that things are changing… as my friend from Pakistan stated “what if all leaders came from love in their hearts” … Now that’s Abundance!

Heart to Heart Robyn

Earth Angel Insight-Day 7-Trust

IMG_0467 WOW…what a day this morning has become…The emotion of the influx of light…the power of
love that is surging through me..and the trust that I have stepped into.. to share what I am about to share..
Yesterday I saw the Movie “Heaven is Real”… I call it “The Lyght is Real”..and I thought Ok.. a perfect ending to a Easter Sunday…yet really questioning what this movie would stir up in me.. after my near death experience…I had when I was 4..this may open my flood gates..

As it turned out it did..I turned on my computer and a fellow blogger named Terry..whom I did not come to meet until this morning…shared about how she was making a bucket list…how it was her birthday..and how she had lost her dear friend AL…I discovered as I read that Terry had MS…and as a step mom to a daughter who has CP.. I was engulfed in her message…I received LOUD and CLEAR…share with her.. your near death experience…which I did ..and then promised myself I would share it here…I may have typos as I write this as it is written from my heart to yours…I died and came back when I was 4 years old (after I fell into a 16 foot dry well) backwards on my head…..

While in the hospital.. I rose up out of my body.. and watched the doctors working frantically on my head…This was 1960…and this was THE ONLY Neurosurgeon in the Hundreds of mile radius around us..my mother who was in shock.. had fainted…and my father was exhausted.. after becoming my ambulance driver.. he was sleeping in the waiting room…I could see all this…I rose up into this incredible white light and I was BLANKETED in Gods arms…the bliss.. calm…peace.. I felt was indescribable…and I heard this angelic voice say come with me…as I walked with my Dads grandmother…I sat in a circle of angels and no one spoke…we just smiled at each other…then very quickly I said “I want to stay”… I was told you are not done yet… Gods voice rang through me…go back and tell them all is well…I still hesitated ..yet almost as instant as my experience ..I was back in my body…awake in my hospital bed…with no pain..yet wondering where I had just gone…I saw my grandfather out the window with paper dolls…with my 2 baby sisters…my brother must have been in school..and I felt safe…

Because my mother never really attended church… and my father attended because he felt he had to…I did not share my experience with my family…
Yet now that I feel I can start to trust myself to share this experience… I believe I came back to comfort people…knowing that we are ageless…timeless…eternal beings… and that I am here to share these messages…today is the beginning of that TRUST… for me to step out of my own shackles…YOU are loved…I will continue to share… Heart to Heart Robyn

Earth Angel Insight Day 6-Peace

IMG_0571 I wanted to post early today… as there is a worldwide positive visualzation
happening at 831pm Eastern time… 231pm Hawaii time…Starting my day by drinking wheat grass
and connecting to the light within…I met a friend at a traditional church..and was pleased to see they talked more about love …more about eternal life… as I only focused on their POSITIVE message…on this Easter Sunday…I saw light shine off many people in this church… you see I brought my church with me …LOVE…JOY…GRATITUDE…opening…relaxing…flowing…clarity…light….peace within… I remembered when I died at 4 years old..(went into the light)… and felt this same bliss. yet this time this BLISS is coming from within…unshakable…ageless…timeless.. eternal…yet grounded in this body…taking this peace on the road as if by walking into a permanent meditation…So join us all on this day of world wide positive visualization… feel the bliss of PEACE.. Heart to Heart Robyn

Earth Angel Insight Day 5-Light

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Today I was involved in an All DAY Maui Yoga Conference…working with a friend..watching people heal themselves…

Lightness and light filled the canopy we were working under today..my focus was on being completely present.. nothing else existed…
as my energy was unlimited… all of the prior insights of the week came into play …BE OPEN…REST…FLOW with the
Day… as it was unfolding…BE CLEAR…having clarity about my intentions…thoughts moved completely to universal consciousness..
BE THE LIGHT…and these words kept repeating themselves…we are ALL EARTH ANGELS…every person was a complete gift… and with
tomorrow being a day of ascension…lets all focus on being our own Earth Angel..connected and liberated…Heart to Heart Robyn Adding to this post the worldwide positive meditation is happening now 231 Hawaii time

Earth Angel Insight Day 4-Clarity

Peacefully Evolving  I have become very clear that after I write my blog in the early evening…and I wake up the next morning…
I begin my day with exactly what I wrote about the night before…so I found today a perfect day to explain
this phenomenon…last night I wrote about going with the flow.. even in chaos…so here is what transpired…

I got up and turned my computer on…was able to answer a few comments..and then BAM…an opportunity happened..
I started to get ready to help a friend…and then everything changed…phone rang…can you work?…someone is sick..
yes…I will be there in an hour…as I was driving…I realized I was stepping into a brand new computer system…
with my patients…in this office…yet I keep repeating to myself…all is well..just go with the flow…I get into the office
5 patients for different providers waiting…and my patient is here…I looked up..told my assistant..I will figure this out (computer)
just give me 5 minutes…and sure enough all day long…digital x-rays..exams…cleanings..all flowed…which leads to
the best part…because I was focused on what I wanted… not the challenge…I could really connect with my patients

So clarity about what we want is my 4th insight…If we set the intention for ANYTHING we desire…this is what takes place..
not just wishful thinking…yet knowing…where there are no limitations…and as a new blogging friend just posted …The Shackles start to
come off…and magnificence is what we are left with…Heart to heart Robyn